reality
2007-03-01
yep.. resorting to venting in a blog that no one knows about yet... or at least that kevin's ex doesn't know about, i think. i don't give a shit if friends read it, or even kevin, although its nice to have some "free space" now and then. his ex wife must be getting ready to start stalking him again. someone has called his work, claiming to be his wife (he didn't take the call) and he's getting kinda paranoid. he was worried that she was going to up and show up there, and to be honest, i'm not sure how he'd handle her. it worries me how worried he gets about things like that... so what if she figures out where we live? that's why restraining orders were invented. he's pretty worried that she will find out where we live too... friends of hers moved in down the road from us. but why is he so worried? i wish he didn't seem so distraught about the potential of running into her. i don't have any of those fears regarding any of my exes... even psycho ex fuck buddy who is STILL calling me after me not seeing him for about a year. i think i'd just smile and give a "well, hello..." and keep moving. i know i'm probably being paranoid myself, but does his paranoia mean he has some unresolved feeling for her? but then again, men are weird. my ex accused me of stalking him when i had moved on... way on... and its just now that he can carry on a conversation about raising our son without getting stupid. heh. who knows?copy.paste.add.
2007-01-14
i SO do not want to go to work tomorrow. its amazing how much i can not like something i haven't really even started yet.
i think i'll have some chocolate for breakfast in the morning. not that i'm all that fond of chocolate... its just a depression thing. then again... chocolate covered ginger... yeah... i like that. i have some of the little chocolate ginger filled horses that mom gave me for christmas left.
beware little horsies... beware... with your long "pepparkakstryffl&qu ot; name... BEWARE I SAY! RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!! MUHAHAHA!
ok i'm done.
maybe.
and yeah... i did copy that from my tblog. which was copied from my myspace and added to at tblog.
so what.
i guess i am going to go file my fingernails, then go to sleep so i can be nice and awake for the new job.
sleep isn't going to be easy though... kevin's at work and matthew is at his dad's and sis is out somewhere. the house is awefully quite with just me and the cats.
speaking of cats... i haven't mentioned anywhere about sadie's babies yet i don't think. 6 kittens, born dec 15. she had the under teh nightstand, right by the bed. annoying little fuzzballs now, they've learned to climb on the bed. time to get 'em weaned and off to new homes soon. heartbreaking!
g'night.
ooooh... SHINEY!
2007-01-14
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